waiting
for something not meaningless to happen.
i feel like the universe is at a standstill.
for something not meaningless to happen.
i feel like the universe is at a standstill.
to learn to let go of things that are out of my control.
It’s kind of hard…because I’m always telling myself that if I just did this or did that then it COULD be in my control. It’s like….I can convince myself that every single little thing can be solved if I just somehow become the one pulling the strings. But life doesn’t work that way… And sometimes you need to just know that shit is going to happen or not happen and you can’t do much to stop it.
Gotta learn to ride the waves.
I feel like I’m making progress.
Been reading life as we know it…haha….when i look up from the book i keep feeling amazed that my electricity is still on, that
Women blamed for earthquakes in the Middle East?
R. O. F. L.
Grains of sand are falling down, speck by golden speck, leaving infinitesimally small scratches on this broken pane of glass. A million pieces shattered everywhere - no one to pick them up, to glue them back to solidarity. People will walk by and carry tiny shards away on the bottoms of their naked, padding soles. And will they pull them out? Or leave them bleeding and throbbing - let them burrow deeper and deeper until they themselves have absorbed that little piece of the looking glass? And does the answer even matter?
We live and die to be broken down, to pieces, composted, masticated, absorbed - picked apart bit by bit by those who want some parts of us, but not others. Pick apart bit by bit by insects that want some parts of us, but not others.
Not others.
(from my blog Memory Cache)
sometimes i like to think if it as this beast that just sucks everything into oblivion…but i know that’s not true.
the earth is a perfect, self-sufficient machine. what it creates, it reuses.
i think we all know who the kinks in the framework are…
but i get really annoyed when people hassle me about straightening my hair :/
Yeah, it looks good, so what? So does my natural curly/wavy hair.
Lay off. Don’t do this photo shoot bull shit trying to make me present myself this way to people. This doesn’t occur often. It’s not how I prefer to see myself.
Leave it aaallloooone.

:D :D :D yay, self-esteem boost. i’ll take an almost 8.5/10 any day.
(got link from kayleebrianne)
Take the annoying little shit outside and put a bullet in its head.
I am sooooooooo incredibly tired of these people who’s dogs do nothing but bark. All it does is freak other peoples’ dogs out and annoy them.
Life would be 10x more peaceful of those little shits just shut the fuck up.